Beginning to Miss Her

Last night I decided I actually am missing Caroline a bit.  She is so funny, and affectionate when she is doing well.  Enthusiastic about everything when she is happy.  She always tells me how great a mom I am and how lucky she is to have us as parents.  She thanks us a lot for what we do for her.  Our other three don't express that to us as often.  Caroline knows, after meeting other kids with bipolar disorder, that her family situation is usually far better than what other bp kids have.  She has two parents who love each other, have taught her faith in God, and who have shown her a lot of grace and love.  I miss her encouraging words and my running partner!  I have been running a lot more and wondering if I could actually keep up with her now.  Well, probably not.  She is usually way ahead of me while I am yelling for her to wait.