A blog for anyone who needs to know they are not alone in raising a bipolar child.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
This is Getting Really Old
That would be unemployment. I am feeling very discouraged today about the prospect of going into January with still no paycheck. Fear accompanies discouragement. Will we be able to pay our mortgage? Will we be able to pay the electric bill? Should I pull my homeschoolers out of their supplementary classes? I just wish the Navy would hurry up and decide to put my husband on Active Duty or not. He has had several recent job offers that he can't accept because we have to wait on the Navy's decision. This really stinks. Unemployment is the Grinch that wants to steal Christmas. I am focusing on necessities in buying my kids gifts, not all of the wants. I don't care if I don't receive gifts, and my husband doesn't either, I just want my kids to not be bummed out on Christmas morning. I hate that his lack of a paycheck affects them and what we can and cannot do. So we cut out the frivolities and focus on the important. I can only deal with this one day, right in front of me, as Jesus said, "Don't worry about tomorrow because today has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34
One day at a time.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear this. We are in the same boat right now and it is really hard. I'll be praying that you get some relief soon. In the meantime, hang in there!
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